i want all the extra fat on my body to fall off and turn into cash
i hate taking off my glasses because my eyes go from 1080hd to buffering at 240p and i just cannot handle that
people who are okay with their bedroom door being open make me feel so uncomfortable
I know what he is doing. Whenever he does what I want or when he buys me things, he expects to have my body in return. He doesn’t say it, he tells me that he isn’t forcing or manipulating me, but his actions speaks louder. He would coax me with his kisses and his fingers, he would ignore my hesitant no’s until I give up. Next thing I know I’m bare naked in his bed. He knows how to pleasure a woman’s body - it’s so bad that I enjoy it. I’m not sure how long I can tolerate this. It’s different now, it seems he isn’t affectionate as he was in the beginning. Now he knows he has my body, he only wants my body in the end. My mind isn’t too important anymore. I’m not sure the feelings are there anymore, if he still adore and care for me. Now he knows how to get sex. I don’t want this relationship to be just sex. I want to be his lover and friend. I want the feelings and emotions to be there like it was in the beginning. But all I see is he is determined to fuck me.
But, I don’t have the heart to leave him. He is everything I want in a man and I can’t find another man like him. He is beautiful to me. I am so fucking blinded to see he may be bad for me in the future. Fucking men. Help me.